In case you haven’t been by here before, last week, I asked for prayers for a very dear friend of mine. You see, at her ultrasound right before Christmas, she was told her baby most likely had Ventriculomegaly AND Hydrocephalus. It was very scary, and it was heartbreaking news for anyone to hear.
Yesterday, she had her Level 2 ultrasound to follow up. I prayed all day that things would go better than expected, and that things were not as bad as originally thought.
Then, I got this message:
“Caleb has been born into Heaven….no heartbeat found today on ultrasound. He is where no birth defect could ever harm him.”
My heart fell into my stomach. I didn’t understand it. Why would God take another baby from a woman who deserved it so much? I know she already loved that baby more than words could ever express. Why would God allow her to suffer through so much pain?
No, it’s not my place to question God. He has a plan, and He is faithful. But, I’m human. I don’t want to see my friend hurting like this.
She has an appointment tomorrow (today? I’m not sure because of the time zone difference) to see if they will do a D&E or if they will allow her to go naturally. If she goes naturally, she could hemorrhage because of the placenta previa. It all just seems like so much for one family to take on.
Please continue to pray for my sweet friend. She needs your prayers now more than ever. And if you could, leave a comment here and let her know that you’re praying for her. She may not be ready to read them yet, but some day the comments here will come to be quite special to her.
Before I close, I want to leave you with a song that has become so special to me. I can’t find it online anywhere, just the words, but I hope they help uplift my friend, as well as anyone else who may be suffering today:
There is Hope1st Verse: “Sometimes we go through trials that are so hard to bear,We lift our face toward Heaven saying, ‘God, are you really there?’I’ve asked that same question; yes, I’ve been down that road.
But looking back, I now can tell you, He’s alwys let me know…Chorus: There is hope, so be strong, there is hope.God has sent me here to tell you there is hope.And he knows just what you’re going through and what the future holds.
Because Jesus lives, there is hope!2nd Verse: He was bruised for our transgression, He was nailed upon the tree.He cried out to His Father, ‘Why have you forsaken me?’But, through my suffering Savior, He brought healing to our pain,
And the One who raised up from the dead can restore us all again.
(chorus again) add…There is hope, there is hope. My Jesus still whispers, ‘There is hope.”For the One who has gone astray, Jesus says ‘I am the way.’Do don’t give up, there is hope!And He knows just what you’re going through, and what the future holds.Because Jesus lives (echo) Because Jesus lives,So don’t give up, there is hope!“
Words found here.
If you’d like to hear a preview of the song, or purchase it for just 99 cents, a friend of mine found it available here. It’s #5 on the list. Thank you, Lori for sending me the link!