Please pray that I find them. I know that they are here somewhere. I just have to figure out where. Not a good time for Momnesia to set in.
And, not only did I lose my meds, Parker got his first injury today. I was sitting on the floor in the living room, listening to Zander read. I had Parker on his play mat in the dining room (where it always is). Lulu was playing in her kitchen set. When she opened the door to the fridge, it broke and landed right on top of Parker. He has a small bruise, but is otherwise just fine. I just feel horrible that I couldn’t get there fast enough to prevent it from happening.
I have been mean to my husband today, and mean to my kids. I hate the person that I’ve been today and this is just ONE DAY without the meds. I need tomorrow to be a better day. Please, Lord. I’m begging.